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My head feels a bit like this today!
Today's post is me writing down some of the thoughts that are swirling around in my head,please bare with me & please if you have any advice it would be greatly appreciated...

Why did I just eat 2 bowls of leftovers for breakfast?I wasn't even hungry...

Should I send mr4 to school next year,I think he is ready but does he?

Mr16 & I are going through another rough patch,I know it will all work out the way it's meant too but it is hard to communicate with him & finding the right time to talk is very hard at we're all madd here!

I am so sick of worrying about money,I try very hard not to do this but it gets harder & harder...

I worry that miss17 is making uni choices based on the fact that we don't have much money,I don't want her to do that! I don't want our financial situation to affect her fantastic potential & potentially change the course of her life...

I'm hating my lack of motivation in regards to the running of the were all madd here house,I need to step up a notch,I know it but can't seem to find the right gear...

I worry a lot about mr6's behaviours at home,particularly his addiction to any attention is good attention & his ways of getting it...

Will the car pass rego this year without a million dollars having to be spent on it?

I worry about mr fixit,real life is wearing out his sunny disposition as well...

I wish summer would hurry the fuck up...

I'm hating the Australian mainstream media at the moment,instead of celebrating that our Olympic athletes have done a fantastic job just to be at the games,they put them down for not winning gold,it's selfish,greedy & sets a very bad example for our kids,this is why I hate commercialism in sport,it ruins it!

I want to be able to sew like a mofo,so I can bring my ideas to life but really,could I be bothered...

I'm worried about my mothers health,she only tells me what she wants me to know,I know she holds back...

I'm sick of always feeling like the bad guy...

The school must have heard me bitching about the half yearly reports,they sent a survey home...I'm gunna survey the fuck out of that thing!

I want a 20 kilo washing machine...

I'm totally green with envy reading all the blog posts of Aussie bloggers at a blogging conference in New York,I could rock that shit as well,I know it!

Mr4 keeps talking about being on tv,should I have kept that appointment with the talent agency?

Uncle Toby's museli bars are shrinking,every time I buy them I'm sure they are smaller...

I want to quit this shit everyday but you can't motherhood is for life...

I want a holiday,a long holiday, by myself...did you know I'm officially to old to go on a contiki tour? Fuck you contiki,old people are cool too...

O.k that's enough...for now! Love you all,it will all be o.k,eventually,I know that but my brain still carries on with it's crap...j9 x
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Rinnie
08/06/2012 22:35

Well J9 I guess all you can do is keep on keeping on.. your concerns are a little different to some considering you are all madd out there.. but im 100% garenteed (cant spell) that you will get thru like you have done for the past 17yrs with your children... just keep buying powerball ticket every week, cross your bum hairs & hope for the best! money is a major concern in everyones household & unfortunately the cost of living is getting worse thanks to our government!!!!!!!!
i still think you should run away to nowheresville on your own for a relaxing retreat.. i know you have to return to the madd house but i know you secretly love it like we love you!!
cheers big ears... (well thats a saying that doesnt suit you as you have the smallest ears i have ever seen.. lol... xxxx

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AuntyCarlz
08/07/2012 03:25

Its not forever.....

I am now googling a 20kg washing machine.

Shut up.

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AuntyCarlz
08/07/2012 03:31

I found it

http://www.alibaba.com/product-gs/564872255/Washing_machine_capacity_20kg_30kg_50kg.html?s=p

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